Of boys and love part 2

So, who am i to barge in, right? I have no clue who he is, i THINK i do but then again, maybe not.

Sighh.

EH EH tak baik.

Hahaha.. So let's just put it all behind and terus menerus baik sangka dengan Allah. It doesnt hurt or anything, its just a disappointment to see that he may be into someone else. EH. Excuse me, wasnt i into someone else before this? Hahahaha Okay whatever. Its too complicated for now. Ill let my heart rest for now.

Anyways, I came across Iwan's blog and i looveee this post, the one that caught my attention when I first knew him through his blog.

And my favourite phrase is....

My December

Posted: Thursday, 31 December 2009 (08:50)

You'd think I'd let 2009 slip away without an entry for December, eh? With everything that went on throughout the year, I actually took a very long overdue break from everything during the whole month of December in my bid to fix the most difficult thing I've ever had to fix, i.e. myself. Rather than trying to find myself by going elsewhere, I actually did the opposite by going nowhere and did absolutely nothing but daily errands and reconnecting with people that matter, i.e. family and friends. I won't bore you with details of it but I'm thankful that I did manage to find that clarity I needed to get in touch with myself again (although I still remain untouched by anyone else). There was also a discovery of purpose that I really want to take further steps on but that's just tempting fate at this point in time. Trying to remind myself that good things do come to those who wait, though I don't think I want to wait too long that I'll miss the boat altogether now.

And so in just a few hours, 2010 will be upon us. You may go, 2009. I forgive you. I want to move on.

So im going to do the same, ill just reconnect with my family and friends. Theres no time thinking about it too much, or dwell on something way beyond my control.

So.. lets just be happy for now.

Cheers!